The title says one thing, but this post is more about holding that part in. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels this way.
In high school it was, like, expected to not be yourself. Only later, in college or university, you can start to be yourself. And it helps. It help to see another side of you, that side that you held back all this time.
But what if you come home and realize that you still can't be your true self. We would thing that family should be the most accepting, but what if it's not that way? What if they are the ones who criticize you the most? Don't accept the change in your character and don't like the way you act? I'm not speaking about a rebellious attitude, just simply being the way you truly are and not wanting to hide anymore.
Yeah, something happened with my family that made me just break down crying. Of course, not in front of them. In the safety of the bathroom and I think I spend enough time in here already.
Well, I just wanted to get this out and true, it makes me feel a little better. But tomorrow is another day and new obstacles to pass that will challenge me. But that's for tomorrow to find out.
Blessed be, Kya.
PS: check out my friends blog: http://crazyyzarc.wordpress.com/ ... it's in romanian and english, and it's about her way of seeing things and what happen in her life... give it a try /\_/\
PPS: i've also got another blog, well it's actually me trying to write a book/novel, I just started it recently. check it out if you're interested: My Book
In high school it was, like, expected to not be yourself. Only later, in college or university, you can start to be yourself. And it helps. It help to see another side of you, that side that you held back all this time.
But what if you come home and realize that you still can't be your true self. We would thing that family should be the most accepting, but what if it's not that way? What if they are the ones who criticize you the most? Don't accept the change in your character and don't like the way you act? I'm not speaking about a rebellious attitude, just simply being the way you truly are and not wanting to hide anymore.
Yeah, something happened with my family that made me just break down crying. Of course, not in front of them. In the safety of the bathroom and I think I spend enough time in here already.
Well, I just wanted to get this out and true, it makes me feel a little better. But tomorrow is another day and new obstacles to pass that will challenge me. But that's for tomorrow to find out.
Blessed be, Kya.
PS: check out my friends blog: http://crazyyzarc.wordpress.com/ ... it's in romanian and english, and it's about her way of seeing things and what happen in her life... give it a try /\_/\
PPS: i've also got another blog, well it's actually me trying to write a book/novel, I just started it recently. check it out if you're interested: My Book
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